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laugh over this!
10.26.04 (11:38 pm)   [edit]

>> > > > This email may release some of the day's stress.......
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > You may have seen these before, but they are worth recycling.
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have
>> > > > produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
>> > > >
>> > > > (Hardly seems worth it.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is
>> > > > produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
>> > > >
>> > > > (Now that's more like it!)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out
>> > > > to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
>> > > >
>> > > > (O.M.G.!)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
>> > > >
>> > > > (In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves
>> > > > to death. (Creepy.)
>> > > >
>> > > > (I'm still not over the pig.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
>> > > >
>> > > > (Do not try this at home...... maybe at work.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached
>> > > > to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head
>>off.
>> > > >
>> > > > ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!")
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human
>> > > > jumping the length of a football field.
>> > > >
>> > > > (30 minutes... lucky pig.. can you imagine??)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
>> > > >
>> > > > (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
>> > > >
>> > > > (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Butterflies taste with their feet.
>> > > >
>> > > > (Something I always wanted to know.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
>> > > >
>> > > > (Hmmmmmm........)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-
>> > > > handed people.
>> > > >
>> > > > (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
>> > > >
>> > > > (OK, so that would be a good thing....)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > A cat's urine glows under a black light.
>> > > >
>> > > > (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
>> > > >
>> > > > (I know some people like that.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Starfish have no brains.
>> > > >
>> > > > (I know some people like that too.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Polar bears are left-handed.
>> > > >
>> > > > (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > >
>> > > > Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for
>>pleasure.
>> > > >
>> > > > (What about that pig??)
>> > > >
>> > > > Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the
>> > > > stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to
>> > > > (maybe even a chuckle)...in other words send it to everyone.
>> > > >
>> > > >

 
tell them...
10.24.04 (7:21 am)   [edit]

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible
because u think tat
>>>he/she doesn't miss u?
>>>
>>>Missing someone is a terrible but at the same
time, sweet feeling u
>>>will be sitting around wondering if u meant
anything to him/her.
>>>
>>>Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
>>>
>>>Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that
it's him/her.
>>>
>>>Looking out of the window hoping that he/she
will surprise u by
>>>appearing downstairs.
>>>
>>>Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of him/her, missing
>>>the final episode of your favourite show.
>>>
>>>Lying on your bed, thinking of the last time u
were out together.
>>>
>>>Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under
the stars again,
>>>talking about everything, yo ur dreams, plans,
future.
>>>
>>>Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him/her online.
>>>
>>>When u realise that he/she isn't online and
did not return your
>>>page,u will start worrying if he/she is okay.
>>>
>>>Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
>>>
>>>It exposes u to loneliness.
>>>
>>>It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and
let u know that
>>>there is actually a feeling known as
emptiness.
>>>
>>>Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
>>>
>>>U know that u really care and u indulge in the
feeling of
>>>loving/caring for him/her.
>>>
>>>But missing someone and not knowing if he/she
is feeling the same
>>>is terrible.
>>>
>>>U feel as if u are being left alone.
> >>
>>>So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let
them know.
>>>
>>>At the same time, ask if they miss u.
>>>
>>>Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or
>>>paranoia.
>>>
>>>If u are the one being missed and u know it,
let the other party
>>>know.
>>>
>>>If u miss him/her too, tell them.
>>>
>>>Don't let them wait.

 
have you ever...
10.19.04 (8:11 am)   [edit]

BRANDY - Have You Ever

Album: Never Say Never


[Chorus:]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get to their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

[Chorus]

Have you ever found that one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into ther eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed you eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep

[Chorus]


what a great song!! i just cried.!!

 
if i ain't got you
10.18.04 (6:44 am)   [edit]

IF I AIN’T GOT YOU


 


Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in an world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

 
well...
10.16.04 (9:28 pm)   [edit]
> >I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
>> >
>> >His name is Jin.
>> >
>> >I always though t of him as a friend until
last year, when we
>> >
>> >went to a trip from a club. I found that I
fell in love with him.
>> >
>> >Before that trip was over, I took a step and
confessed my
>> >
>> >love for him.
>> >
>> >And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we
loved each
>> >
>> >other in different ways.
>> >
>> >I always concentrated on him only, but by
his side, there
>> >
>> >were so many other girls.
>> >
>> >To me, he was the only one, but to him,
maybe I was just
>> >
>> >another girl…
>> >
>> >"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I
asked.
>> >
>> >"I can't"
>> >
>> >"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt
disappointment
>> >
>> >grabbing me.
>> >
>> >"No… I am going to meet a friend…"
>> >
>> >He was always like that.
>> >
>> >He met girls in front of me, like it was
nothing.
>> >
>> >To him, I was just a girlfriend.
>> >
>> >The word `love' only came out from my mouth.
>> >
>> >Since I knew him, I had never heard him
say `I love you' before.
>> >
>> >To us, there weren't any anniversaries at
all.
>> >
>> >He didn't say anything from the first day
and it continued
>> >
>> >till 100 days…200days…
>> >
>> >Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would
just hand me a
>> >
>> >doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know
why…
>> >
>> >Then one day…
>> >
>> >Me: Um, Jin, I …
>> >
>> >Jin: What…don't drag, just say..
>> >
>> >Me: I love you.
>> >
>> >Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go
home.
>> >
>> >That was how he ignored my `three words' and
handed me
>> >
>> >the doll.
>> >
>> >Then he disappeared, like he was running
away.
>> >
>> >The dolls I received from him everyday,
filled my room,
>> >
>> >one by one. There were many…
>> >
>> >Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
>> >
>> >When I got up in the morning, I pictured a
party with him,
>> >
>> >and stranded myself in my room, waiting for
his call.
>> >
>> >But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon
the sky was
>> >
>> >dark… he still didn't call.
>> >
>> >It w as already tiring to look at the phone
anymore.
>> >
>> >Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly
called me
>> >
>> >and woke me from my sleep. He told me to
come out of the
>> >house.
>> >
>> >Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
>> >
>> >Me: Jin…
>> >
>> >Jin: Here…take this…
>> >
>> >Again, he handed me a little doll.
>> >
>> >Me: What's this?
>> >
>> >Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I
am giving it
>> >
>> >to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
>> >
>> >Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
>> >Jin: Today? Huh?
>> >I felt so sad, I thought he would remember
my birthday.
>> >
>> >He turned around and walked away like
nothing had
>> >
>> &g t;happen.
>> >
>> >Then I shouted…
>> >
>> >"Wait…"
>> >
>> >Jin: You have something to say?
>> >
>> >Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
>> >
>> >Jin: What?!
>> >
>> >Me: Tell me
>> >
>> >I put my pathetic self behind and clung on
to him.
>> >
>> >But he just said simple cold words and left.
>> >
>> >"I don't want to say…that I love someone so
easily, if you
>> >
>> >are desperate to hear it, then find someone
else."
>> >
>> >That was what he said. Then he ran off.
>> >
>> >My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the
ground. He
>> >didn't want to say it easily…
>> >
>> >How could he….
>> >
>> >I felt that…
>> >
>> >M aybe he is not the right guy for me…
>> >
>> >After that day, I stranded myself at home
crying, just
>> >
>> >crying.
>> >
>> >He didn't call me, although I was waiting.
>> >
>> >He just continued handing me a little doll
every morning
>> >
>> >outside my house.
>> >
>> >That's how those dolls piled up in my room…
everyday
>> >
>> >After a month, I got myself together and
went to school.
>> >
>> >But what made the pain resurface was that… I
saw him on
>> >
>> >a street…with another girl…
>> >
>> >He had a smile on his face, one that he
never showed
>> >
>> >me…as he touched the doll…
>> >
>> >I ran straight back home and looked at the
dolls in my
>> >
>> >room, and tears fell…
>> >
>> >Why did he gave these to me…
>> >
>> >Those dolls are probably picked out by some
other girls…
>> >
>> >In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
>> >
>> >Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
>> >
>> >He told me to come out to the bus stop
outside my house.
>> >
>> >I tried to calm myself down and walked to
the bus stop.
>> >
>> >I kept reminding myself that I am going to
forget him,
>> >
>> >that… it's going to end.
>> >
>> >Then he came into my sight, holding a big
doll.
>> >
>> >Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you
really came?
>> >
>> >I couldn't help hating him, acting like
nothing had happen
>> >
>> >and joking around.
>> >
>> >Soon, he he ld out the doll as usual…
>> >
>> >Me: I don't need it.
>> >
>> >Jin: What….why…
>> >
>> >I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw
it on the road.
>> >
>> >Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it
anymore!! I don't
>> >
>> >want to see a person like you again!
>> >
>> >I spitted out all the words that were inside
me. But unlike
>> >
>> >other days, his eyes very shaking.
>> >
>> >"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
>> >
>> >He then walked over to the road to pick up
the doll…
>> >
>> >Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the
doll?! Just
>> >
>> >throw it away!!!
>> >
>> >But he ignored me and just went to pick the
doll.
>> >
>> >Then…
>> >
&g t;> >Honk~ Honk~
>> >
>> >With a loud honk, a big truck was heading
towards him.
>> >
>> >"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted…
>> >
>> >But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and
picked up the
>> >
>> >doll.
>> >
>> >"Jin, move!"
>> >
>> >HONK~!!
>> >
>> >"Boom!" That sound, so terrifying.
>> >
>> >That's how he went away from me.
>> >
>> >That's how he went away without even opening
his eyes to
>> >
>> >say one word to me.
>> >
>> >After that day, I had to go through everyday
with guiltiness
>> >
>> >and the sadness of losing him…
>> >
>> >And after spending two months like a crazy
person…
>> >I took out the dolls.
>> >
>> >Those were the only gifts he left me since
the day we
>> >
>> >started going out.
>> >
>> >I remembered the days I spent with him and
started to
>> >
>> >count the days… when we were in love…
>> >"One…two… three…"
>> >
>> >That was how… I started to count the dolls…
>> >
>> >"Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred
and eighty
>> >
>> >five…"
>> >
>> >It all ended with 485 dolls.
>> >
>> >I then started to cry again, with a doll in
my arms.
>> >
>> >I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
>> >
>> >"I love you~, I love you~"
>> >
>> >I dropped the dolls,shocked.
>> >
>> >"I….lo..ve…you??"
>> >
>> >I picked up the dolls and pressed its
stomach.
>> >
>& gt; >
>> >"I love you~ I love you~"
>> >
>> >It can't be!
>> >
>> >I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled
on the side.
>> >
>> >"I love you~"
>> >
>> >"I love you~"
>> >
>> >"I love you~"
>> >
>> >Those words came out non-stop.
>> >
>> >I…love you…
>> >
>> >Why didn't I realize that…
>> >..
>> >That his heart was always by my side,
protecting me.
>> >
>> >Why didn't I realize that he love me this
much…
>> >
>> >I took out the doll under the bed and
pressed it's stomach,
>> >
>> >that was the last doll, the one that fell on
the road.
>> >
>> >It had his blood stain on it.
>> >
>> >The voice came out, the on that I was
missing so much…
>> >
>> >"Jo…Do you know what today is? We've been
loving each
>> >
>> >other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn't
>> >
>> >say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If
you
>> >
>> >forgive me and take this doll, I will say
that I love you…
>> >
>> >everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…"
>> >
>> >The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why?
I asked
>> >
>> >god, why do I only know about all this now?
>> >
>> >He can't be by my side, but he loved me
until his last
>> >
>> >minute…
>> >
>> >For that… and for that reason… to me… it
became
>> >
>> >courage… to live a beautiful life…
>> >
>> >END OF STORY…
 
breaking up... :((
10.16.04 (11:03 am)   [edit]
It's pretty long, but worth reading

------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----------


On Unfounded Fears, Heartaches and Breaking-Up


One has to always put the end in mind. But that is not the only
significant part of the journey. Keep in mind that when we start any
journey, it is always the destination we look at. But once we reach
the destination, it's the journey that we will always remember. We should
not
be too blinded with the destination that we forget to enjoy the trip going
there.

Just like in a relationship, you just don't think that you should
enter into a relationship because you will already marry the person. You
enter into a relationship to get to know the person better and discern if
she indeed could be that person walking down the aisle with you. You have
to spend some time with her and find out if the two of you are compatible
and could hit it off. You won't know this by not giving the girl a chance.
You would not know all these things just by the looks of the girl or your
first impression of her. Once you are in that relationship, that's the best
chance to build on what the two of you already have.

Don't break up with someone just because you don't see yourself with
the other person for the rest of your life. Don't jeopardize a possibly
wonderful relationship. How would you know that the other person is
the right one if you don't give her/him a chance to prove her worth? How
would you know that she/he could be the one if you prematurely cut off the
relationship because at the moment you don't see yourself sharing the
future with her/him? How would you know this if you don't give her/him the
chance? And I tell you that it will take you a long time (or possibly
never) to find another girl/guy like her/him. Remember that its not
everyday that you meet someone who has
the magic to let you fall in love!!!

It might be possible that you would still remain as friends. But being
"together" opens a lot of possibilities and opportunities that friends
do not get. Even if you remain as friends, you would not be as close
as before. The intensity and the same feeling is no longer there. The
relationship will no longer be on the same level. We can't predict the
future, we just need to hope and to pray for the best and for what is
right and believe that's how it will be.

In the movie "Can't Hardly Wait", there was a line in that movie that
goes something like this: "Fate takes you just as far. Destiny is when
everything falls right into place and its just up to you to make it
happen."

Destiny is a mixture of chance and of choice. Its not a thing to be
waited. You must make it happen. Don't you feel that everything has
already fallen right into place and its up to you to make it happen?
Everything is just so right and how would the both of you know if this
indeed is fate or "the plan" if you would not give it a try. The only
way for you to know is to at least give the relationship a chance and
find out for yourselves. Don't miss this chance of finding it out
because of some unfounded fears.

At least if you give it a try, you can say that you did your best and
you found out for yourselves. Not just based on some fear and
apprehension that are just part of the countless possibilities that might
happen.If it doesn't work, at least, after many years you would know if the
both of you really were meant for each other rather than regret and bear
the thought of all the things that might have been? At least you would
clear all the "what ifs" and the "only ifs" in the future. It will give the
both of you peace of mind.

Would you find it too much of a coincidence that the both of you hit
it off so wonderfully. It seemed that you've known each other for so long
already though you have not known each other for that long. It seemed that
you knew each other from another life. And each of you enjoyed every bit of
it. You were like soulmates who finally found each other after a verylong
separation. You had everything going so well.
Everyhting happened as if everything just fell right in place. Would
you consider it fate? It's up to you to make it happen. What do you think?

You might say "This is something serious and that I might be making a
big mistake and that I would just like to play it cool. No room for
ambiguity here. Better, safe than sorry!" Better safe than sorry?! To
be honest, in this world we live in, there is not a full proof plan that
exist. If you always bear this idea in mind, I don't know if you would
eventually find someone. You might just be too scared of the bad
things that you would end up missing all the good stuff!

The best that you can do is give the relationship a chance. You can
never succeed without even trying. You should always hope for the
best. And to hope is to risk pain...or satisfaction. To try is to risk
failure but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to
risk nothing. To risk nothing is to risk even more. You might be taking the
risk of losing the one true thing that really matters to you.

Guarantee that you will be second to none. You would not completely
know if she/he may already be the one if you don't give it a try. And it
will be more painful to lose someone you love and who loves you more just
because you are waiting for the right time. How will you ever know if this
is already the right thing at the right time? What if the time is now? When
will you really know when the right time is? You cannot love a person too
soon for you would never know how soon it will be too late. The greatest
injustice love can ever offer is you not loving at the very right time only
to find out later that it was the right person.

You've got so much going on right now. You have a lot of things in
common. Imagine what you can share for tomorrow. You still have a lot
of things ahead of you. Learn about each other together. You come to love
not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person
perfectly. And besides, nobody is perfect.

When you truly love someone you don't look for faults. You don't look
for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead you fight for the
mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. If you truly
love someone, you just don't bail out on the other person because
there is something wrong with her. You'll know that it's true love
you are having if you are still willing to love that person despite of his
or her flaws or infirmities.

The reason you met each other may be of destiny. But if destiny will
suggest that you'll live without her, then why live not by destiny but
of free will?
 
so sweet
10.16.04 (11:01 am)   [edit]

Read this...it wud remind u of this song...


"Kung ako na lang sana ang 'yong minahal, d ka na muling mag-iisa...


kung ako na lang sana ang 'yong minahal, d ka na muling luluha pa....


d mo na kinakailangan pang humanap ng iba...


narito ang puso ko, naghihintay lamang sa yo...


kung ako na lang sana..."


Enjoy ppl !


 


Bittersweet
by mulciber
Date: 2003-02-19 08:35:08
Topic: Writings - Love Stories


UPLB Main Library, second floor, fifteen minutes past nine in the morning.  I was sitting with a paperback open on one hand and a pencil on the other.  A bookmark lay lifeless on my desk, and a stand fan on my left was swaying its head back and forth circulating the humid air.  The person in front of me, his head half-hidden by the stack of Genetics books he borrowed, frequently gave me looks which to me readlike “What are you reading?”  And so to relieve the man from the discomfort he had been suffering for the past fifteen minutes, I lifted the paperback up to the point that it was already blocking his vision of my face and pretended that I was having a hard time reading the words in the dimly lit room.  Assuming that in a fraction of a minute, he was able to read “Band of Brothers,” I lowered the paperback and continued reading.  Not a few minutes later, someone walked up to me and slapped my shoulders.


“Hoy!  Anong ginagawa mo dito?” he asked softly.


It was James, my housemate.


“Ahmm… siguro nagbabasa?  Ah oo nga pala, nakalimutan ko, maliligo nga
pala ako dito.” I replied sarcastically.


“Hehehe… nakakatawa!  Hindi nga, ano nga?”


“Obviously nagbabasa ako.  At bukod pa doon, hinihintay ko si Alice at
may sasabihin daw siya sa akin.  Dapat nga kanina pang nine eh.  Siguro
natrapik sa may junction.”


“Si Alice?  Si Alice mo?”


“Anong Alice mo?”  Sana nga…


“’Di ba crush mo yun?  Siya ‘yung lagi mong kinukwento sa akin na medyo
patay na patay ka, ‘di ba?  ‘Yung kinatotorpehan mo?”


“Wow, salamat.  Tama ba namang sabihin ‘yun dito?”


“Siya nga!”


“Alam mo, kaya hindi umaasenso ang Pilipinas dahil sa mga taong katulad
mo.  Oras ng trabaho tapos nakikipag-usap sa kung sinu-sino.  Nasaan ba
nag librarian dito?” 


“Oo na, babalik na.  Pero mamaya sa bahay ha?  Usap tayo.”


After giving me a fake punch, he left.  Less than ten minutes later,
she arrived… panting.


“Sana may escalator na dito next year,” was her first uttered sentence. 
“Sorry to keep you waiting, traffic eh.”


“It’s okay,” was my only reply.  But I gave her my sweetest smile to
assure her that she need not worry about her being very late.


“Nag-breakfast ka na ba?”


“Oo.  Ikaw, hindi ka pa ba nag-breakfast?”


“Hindi pa eh, pwede mo ba akong samahan?”


“Sure.”   How can I say no to a damsel in distress?  “Basta ikaw. 
Malakas ka sa akin eh."


She had her breakfast at Chowking.  I ordered for a tray of halo-halo
and buchi for merienda.  After that she requested that we go somewhere
private so we went to the gazebo near the Carillon. 


“Brian, kilala mo si Alex, ‘di ba?”


“Si Alex Villacorta, ‘yung blocmate mo?”  ‘Yung crush mo since second
year college?


“Yup.”  She nodded then a pause.  “Nandoon siya sa barbeque party last
night.  We talked.  Ang romantic nga eh, moonless ‘yung sky pero ang
daming stars.  Sana nandoon ka, kasi mahilig ka sa stars at
constellations ‘di ba?"  She smiled at me.


I smiled back.  She remebered me that night?  Wow!  I don't know if I
was blushing then, and I don't care.  It's the sweetest thing I heard
from her since that morning.


"Anyway," she continued, "doon lang kami sa isang sulok pero hindi
naman sobrang private.  Nung una, kinikilig ako pero nang maglaon, he
started talking about this girl na classmate n’ya sa PI 100.”  She paused
and breathed in deeply.


Uh-oh, I said to myself.  She’s going to cry.


“Nililigawan na niya for three weeks na.”  She took another deep
breath.  Forcing back the tears she continued, “Syempre, I pretended that I
am happy for him pero sa totoo nasasaktan ako.”  Her eyes were already
welling up.  I offered her my hanky but she took out a pack of tissue
paper from her shoulder bag. 


“Brian, it may sound stupid pero and sakit talaga eh.  I know I have no
right to be jealous dahil hindi naman kami pero ang sakit talaga.  I
don’t know why… no, I know why, kasi mahal ko siya pero wala akong
magawa.  Hindi niya ako mahal.  After naming mag-usap, I still managed to
enjoy the party kasi kapag umalis ako kaagad baka ma-spoil ko ‘yung gabi
nila.  Kaninang ‘maga lang ulit nag-sink in sa akin ‘yung mga sinabi
niya sa akin and it hurts so much it’s as if sinabi niya ulit sa akin
lahat nang iyon for the second time.  Mahal na mahal ko siya Brian pero
wala na akong magagawa pa.  The fuse of his heart is beating for someone
else.  Ang sakit!  I know it’s hard to understand pero it really hurts,
Brian, it really hurts.”


She moved closer, buried her face on my chest and began crying.


I enclosed my arms around her to give her comfort.  Her words were
ringing in my ears.  Mahal na mahal ko siya Brian… I know I have no right
to be jealous dahil hindi naman kami pero ang sakit talaga.  I don’t
know why… no, I know why, kasi mahal ko siya pero wala akong magawa… Mahal
na mahal ko siya Brian…


 


“Sige Alice, iiyak mo lang ‘yan.  Huwag kang mag-alala, naiintindihan
kita.  Believe me, I know how it feels…”  I hugged her tighter.  It was
then that I noticed that my eyes are starting to well up.

 
love don't need a reason
10.16.04 (10:59 am)   [edit]

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like
me?
How can you say you love me?

Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's
boyfriend
can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man: Okok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is
sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you
are
thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and
became a
vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the
content:

Dearest,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No!
There fore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that
I like
you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because
of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.. Now
can
you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love
you
anymore. Do love need a reason? No! Therefore, I still love you...
And love
don't need a reason.




 
an angel
10.16.04 (10:55 am)   [edit]
Mommy's Little Angel Girl



There came a frantic knock

At the doctor's office door,

A knock, more urgent than

he had ever heard before.



"Come in, Come in," the impatient doctor said,

"Come in, Come in, before you wake the dead."



In walked a frightened little girl, a child no more than nine,

It was plain for all to see, she had troubles on her mind.



"Oh doctor, I beg you,

please come with me,

My mother is surely dying,

she's as sick as she can be."



"I don't make house calls,

bring your mother here,"

"But she's too sick,

so you must come or she will die I fear."



The doctor, touched by her devotion,

decided he would go,

She said he would be blessed,

more than he could know.



She led him to her house

where her mother lay in bed,

Her mother was so very sick

she couldn't raise her head.



But her eyes cried out for help

and help her the doctor did,

She would have died that very night

had it not been for her kid.



The doctor got her fever down

and she lived through the night,

And morning brought the doctor signs,

that she would be all right.



The doctor said he had to leave

but would return again by two,

And later he came back to check,

just like he said he'd do.



The mother praised the doctor

for all the things he'd done,

He told her she would have died,

were it not for her little one.



"How proud you must be

of your wonderful little girl,

It was her pleading that made me come,

she is really quite a pearl!



"But doctor, my daughter died

over three years ago,

Is the picture on the wall

of the little girl you know?"



The doctors legs went limp

for the picture on the wall,

Was the same little girl

for whom he'd made this call.



The doctor stood motionless,

for quite a little while,

And then his solemn face,

was broken by his smile.



He was thinking of that frantic knock

heard at his office door,

And of the beautiful little angel

that had walked across his floor.



 
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