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| laugh over this! |
| 10.26.04 (11:38 pm) [edit] |
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>> > > > This email may release some of the day's stress....... >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > You may have seen these before, but they are worth recycling. >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have >> > > > produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. >> > > > >> > > > (Hardly seems worth it.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is >> > > > produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. >> > > > >> > > > (Now that's more like it!) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out >> > > > to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. >> > > > >> > > > (O.M.G.!) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. >> > > > >> > > > (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves >> > > > to death. (Creepy.) >> > > > >> > > > (I'm still not over the pig.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. >> > > > >> > > > (Do not try this at home...... maybe at work.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached >> > > > to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head >>off. >> > > > >> > > > ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!") >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human >> > > > jumping the length of a football field. >> > > > >> > > > (30 minutes... lucky pig.. can you imagine??) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. >> > > > >> > > > (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Some lions mate over 50 times a day. >> > > > >> > > > (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Butterflies taste with their feet. >> > > > >> > > > (Something I always wanted to know.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. >> > > > >> > > > (Hmmmmmm........) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left- >> > > > handed people. >> > > > >> > > > (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. >> > > > >> > > > (OK, so that would be a good thing....) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > A cat's urine glows under a black light. >> > > > >> > > > (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. >> > > > >> > > > (I know some people like that.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Starfish have no brains. >> > > > >> > > > (I know some people like that too.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Polar bears are left-handed. >> > > > >> > > > (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.) >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > >> > > > Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for >>pleasure. >> > > > >> > > > (What about that pig??) >> > > > >> > > > Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the >> > > > stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to >> > > > (maybe even a chuckle)...in other words send it to everyone. >> > > > >> > > >
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| 10.24.04 (7:21 am) [edit] |
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Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat >>>he/she doesn't miss u? >>> >>>Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling u >>>will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her. >>> >>>Thinking if he/she ever cares about u. >>> >>>Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her. >>> >>>Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by >>>appearing downstairs. >>> >>>Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her, missing >>>the final episode of your favourite show. >>> >>>Lying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together. >>> >>>Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, >>>talking about everything, yo ur dreams, plans, future. >>> >>>Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online. >>> >>>When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your >>>page,u will start worrying if he/she is okay. >>> >>>Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. >>> >>>It exposes u to loneliness. >>> >>>It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that >>>there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. >>> >>>Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. >>> >>>U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of >>>loving/caring for him/her. >>> >>>But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same >>>is terrible. >>> >>>U feel as if u are being left alone. > >> >>>So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. >>> >>>At the same time, ask if they miss u. >>> >>>Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or >>>paranoia. >>> >>>If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party >>>know. >>> >>>If u miss him/her too, tell them. >>> >>>Don't let them wait.
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| have you ever... |
| 10.19.04 (8:11 am) [edit] |
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BRANDY - Have You Ever
Album: Never Say Never
[Chorus:] Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get to their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start
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Have you ever found that one You've dreamed of all of your life You'd do anything to look into ther eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed you eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
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What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Gotta get you into my world 'Coz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]
what a great song!! i just cried.!!
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| if i ain't got you |
| 10.18.04 (6:44 am) [edit] |
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IF I AIN’T GOT YOU
Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in an world on a silver platter And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you
If I ain't got you with me baby Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby
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| 10.16.04 (9:28 pm) [edit] |
> >I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. >> > >> >His name is Jin. >> > >> >I always though t of him as a friend until last year, when we >> > >> >went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. >> > >> >Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my >> > >> >love for him. >> > >> >And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each >> > >> >other in different ways. >> > >> >I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there >> > >> >were so many other girls. >> > >> >To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just >> > >> >another girl… >> > >> >"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked. >> > >> >"I can't" >> > >> >"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment >> > >> >grabbing me. >> > >> >"No… I am going to meet a friend…" >> > >> >He was always like that. >> > >> >He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. >> > >> >To him, I was just a girlfriend. >> > >> >The word `love' only came out from my mouth. >> > >> >Since I knew him, I had never heard him say `I love you' before. >> > >> >To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all. >> > >> >He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued >> > >> >till 100 days…200days… >> > >> >Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a >> > >> >doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why… >> > >> >Then one day… >> > >> >Me: Um, Jin, I … >> > >> >Jin: What…don't drag, just say.. >> > >> >Me: I love you. >> > >> >Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home. >> > >> >That was how he ignored my `three words' and handed me >> > >> >the doll. >> > >> >Then he disappeared, like he was running away. >> > >> >The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, >> > >> >one by one. There were many… >> > >> >Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. >> > >> >When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, >> > >> >and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. >> > >> >But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was >> > >> >dark… he still didn't call. >> > >> >It w as already tiring to look at the phone anymore. >> > >> >Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me >> > >> >and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the >> >house. >> > >> >Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. >> > >> >Me: Jin… >> > >> >Jin: Here…take this… >> > >> >Again, he handed me a little doll. >> > >> >Me: What's this? >> > >> >Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it >> > >> >to you now. I'm going home now, bye. >> > >> >Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? >> >Jin: Today? Huh? >> >I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. >> > >> >He turned around and walked away like nothing had >> > >> &g t;happen. >> > >> >Then I shouted… >> > >> >"Wait…" >> > >> >Jin: You have something to say? >> > >> >Me: Tell me, tell me you love me… >> > >> >Jin: What?! >> > >> >Me: Tell me >> > >> >I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. >> > >> >But he just said simple cold words and left. >> > >> >"I don't want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you >> > >> >are desperate to hear it, then find someone else." >> > >> >That was what he said. Then he ran off. >> > >> >My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground. He >> >didn't want to say it easily… >> > >> >How could he…. >> > >> >I felt that… >> > >> >M aybe he is not the right guy for me… >> > >> >After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just >> > >> >crying. >> > >> >He didn't call me, although I was waiting. >> > >> >He just continued handing me a little doll every morning >> > >> >outside my house. >> > >> >That's how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday >> > >> >After a month, I got myself together and went to school. >> > >> >But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on >> > >> >a street…with another girl… >> > >> >He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed >> > >> >me…as he touched the doll… >> > >> >I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my >> > >> >room, and tears fell… >> > >> >Why did he gave these to me… >> > >> >Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls… >> > >> >In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. >> > >> >Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. >> > >> >He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. >> > >> >I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. >> > >> >I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, >> > >> >that… it's going to end. >> > >> >Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. >> > >> >Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? >> > >> >I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen >> > >> >and joking around. >> > >> >Soon, he he ld out the doll as usual… >> > >> >Me: I don't need it. >> > >> >Jin: What….why… >> > >> >I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. >> > >> >Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't >> > >> >want to see a person like you again! >> > >> >I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike >> > >> >other days, his eyes very shaking. >> > >> >"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. >> > >> >He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll… >> > >> >Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just >> > >> >throw it away!!! >> > >> >But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. >> > >> >Then… >> > &g t;> >Honk~ Honk~ >> > >> >With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. >> > >> >"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted… >> > >> >But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the >> > >> >doll. >> > >> >"Jin, move!" >> > >> >HONK~!! >> > >> >"Boom!" That sound, so terrifying. >> > >> >That's how he went away from me. >> > >> >That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to >> > >> >say one word to me. >> > >> >After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness >> > >> >and the sadness of losing him… >> > >> >And after spending two months like a crazy person… >> >I took out the dolls. >> > >> >Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we >> > >> >started going out. >> > >> >I remembered the days I spent with him and started to >> > >> >count the days… when we were in love… >> >"One…two… three…" >> > >> >That was how… I started to count the dolls… >> > >> >"Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty >> > >> >five…" >> > >> >It all ended with 485 dolls. >> > >> >I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. >> > >> >I hugged it tightly, then suddenly… >> > >> >"I love you~, I love you~" >> > >> >I dropped the dolls,shocked. >> > >> >"I….lo..ve…you??" >> > >> >I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. >> > >& gt; > >> >"I love you~ I love you~" >> > >> >It can't be! >> > >> >I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side. >> > >> >"I love you~" >> > >> >"I love you~" >> > >> >"I love you~" >> > >> >Those words came out non-stop. >> > >> >I…love you… >> > >> >Why didn't I realize that… >> >.. >> >That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. >> > >> >Why didn't I realize that he love me this much… >> > >> >I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, >> > >> >that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. >> > >> >It had his blood stain on it. >> > >> >The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much… >> > >> >"Jo…Do you know what today is? We've been loving each >> > >> >other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't >> > >> >say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you >> > >> >forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… >> > >> >everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…" >> > >> >The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked >> > >> >god, why do I only know about all this now? >> > >> >He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last >> > >> >minute… >> > >> >For that… and for that reason… to me… it became >> > >> >courage… to live a beautiful life… >> > >> >END OF STORY…
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| 10.16.04 (11:03 am) [edit] |
It's pretty long, but worth reading
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On Unfounded Fears, Heartaches and Breaking-Up
One has to always put the end in mind. But that is not the only significant part of the journey. Keep in mind that when we start any journey, it is always the destination we look at. But once we reach the destination, it's the journey that we will always remember. We should not be too blinded with the destination that we forget to enjoy the trip going there.
Just like in a relationship, you just don't think that you should enter into a relationship because you will already marry the person. You enter into a relationship to get to know the person better and discern if she indeed could be that person walking down the aisle with you. You have to spend some time with her and find out if the two of you are compatible and could hit it off. You won't know this by not giving the girl a chance. You would not know all these things just by the looks of the girl or your first impression of her. Once you are in that relationship, that's the best chance to build on what the two of you already have.
Don't break up with someone just because you don't see yourself with the other person for the rest of your life. Don't jeopardize a possibly wonderful relationship. How would you know that the other person is the right one if you don't give her/him a chance to prove her worth? How would you know that she/he could be the one if you prematurely cut off the relationship because at the moment you don't see yourself sharing the future with her/him? How would you know this if you don't give her/him the chance? And I tell you that it will take you a long time (or possibly never) to find another girl/guy like her/him. Remember that its not everyday that you meet someone who has the magic to let you fall in love!!!
It might be possible that you would still remain as friends. But being "together" opens a lot of possibilities and opportunities that friends do not get. Even if you remain as friends, you would not be as close as before. The intensity and the same feeling is no longer there. The relationship will no longer be on the same level. We can't predict the future, we just need to hope and to pray for the best and for what is right and believe that's how it will be.
In the movie "Can't Hardly Wait", there was a line in that movie that goes something like this: "Fate takes you just as far. Destiny is when everything falls right into place and its just up to you to make it happen."
Destiny is a mixture of chance and of choice. Its not a thing to be waited. You must make it happen. Don't you feel that everything has already fallen right into place and its up to you to make it happen? Everything is just so right and how would the both of you know if this indeed is fate or "the plan" if you would not give it a try. The only way for you to know is to at least give the relationship a chance and find out for yourselves. Don't miss this chance of finding it out because of some unfounded fears.
At least if you give it a try, you can say that you did your best and you found out for yourselves. Not just based on some fear and apprehension that are just part of the countless possibilities that might happen.If it doesn't work, at least, after many years you would know if the both of you really were meant for each other rather than regret and bear the thought of all the things that might have been? At least you would clear all the "what ifs" and the "only ifs" in the future. It will give the both of you peace of mind.
Would you find it too much of a coincidence that the both of you hit it off so wonderfully. It seemed that you've known each other for so long already though you have not known each other for that long. It seemed that you knew each other from another life. And each of you enjoyed every bit of it. You were like soulmates who finally found each other after a verylong separation. You had everything going so well. Everyhting happened as if everything just fell right in place. Would you consider it fate? It's up to you to make it happen. What do you think?
You might say "This is something serious and that I might be making a big mistake and that I would just like to play it cool. No room for ambiguity here. Better, safe than sorry!" Better safe than sorry?! To be honest, in this world we live in, there is not a full proof plan that exist. If you always bear this idea in mind, I don't know if you would eventually find someone. You might just be too scared of the bad things that you would end up missing all the good stuff!
The best that you can do is give the relationship a chance. You can never succeed without even trying. You should always hope for the best. And to hope is to risk pain...or satisfaction. To try is to risk failure but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. To risk nothing is to risk even more. You might be taking the risk of losing the one true thing that really matters to you.
Guarantee that you will be second to none. You would not completely know if she/he may already be the one if you don't give it a try. And it will be more painful to lose someone you love and who loves you more just because you are waiting for the right time. How will you ever know if this is already the right thing at the right time? What if the time is now? When will you really know when the right time is? You cannot love a person too soon for you would never know how soon it will be too late. The greatest injustice love can ever offer is you not loving at the very right time only to find out later that it was the right person.
You've got so much going on right now. You have a lot of things in common. Imagine what you can share for tomorrow. You still have a lot of things ahead of you. Learn about each other together. You come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. And besides, nobody is perfect.
When you truly love someone you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. If you truly love someone, you just don't bail out on the other person because there is something wrong with her. You'll know that it's true love you are having if you are still willing to love that person despite of his or her flaws or infirmities.
The reason you met each other may be of destiny. But if destiny will suggest that you'll live without her, then why live not by destiny but of free will?
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| 10.16.04 (11:01 am) [edit] |
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Read this...it wud remind u of this song...
"Kung ako na lang sana ang 'yong minahal, d ka na muling mag-iisa...
kung ako na lang sana ang 'yong minahal, d ka na muling luluha pa....
d mo na kinakailangan pang humanap ng iba...
narito ang puso ko, naghihintay lamang sa yo...
kung ako na lang sana..."
Enjoy ppl !
Bittersweet by mulciber Date: 2003-02-19 08:35:08 Topic: Writings - Love Stories
UPLB Main Library, second floor, fifteen minutes past nine in the morning. I was sitting with a paperback open on one hand and a pencil on the other. A bookmark lay lifeless on my desk, and a stand fan on my left was swaying its head back and forth circulating the humid air. The person in front of me, his head half-hidden by the stack of Genetics books he borrowed, frequently gave me looks which to me readlike “What are you reading?” And so to relieve the man from the discomfort he had been suffering for the past fifteen minutes, I lifted the paperback up to the point that it was already blocking his vision of my face and pretended that I was having a hard time reading the words in the dimly lit room. Assuming that in a fraction of a minute, he was able to read “Band of Brothers,” I lowered the paperback and continued reading. Not a few minutes later, someone walked up to me and slapped my shoulders.
“Hoy! Anong ginagawa mo dito?” he asked softly.
It was James, my housemate.
“Ahmm… siguro nagbabasa? Ah oo nga pala, nakalimutan ko, maliligo nga pala ako dito.” I replied sarcastically.
“Hehehe… nakakatawa! Hindi nga, ano nga?”
“Obviously nagbabasa ako. At bukod pa doon, hinihintay ko si Alice at may sasabihin daw siya sa akin. Dapat nga kanina pang nine eh. Siguro natrapik sa may junction.”
“Si Alice? Si Alice mo?”
“Anong Alice mo?” Sana nga…
“’Di ba crush mo yun? Siya ‘yung lagi mong kinukwento sa akin na medyo patay na patay ka, ‘di ba? ‘Yung kinatotorpehan mo?”
“Wow, salamat. Tama ba namang sabihin ‘yun dito?”
“Siya nga!”
“Alam mo, kaya hindi umaasenso ang Pilipinas dahil sa mga taong katulad mo. Oras ng trabaho tapos nakikipag-usap sa kung sinu-sino. Nasaan ba nag librarian dito?”
“Oo na, babalik na. Pero mamaya sa bahay ha? Usap tayo.”
After giving me a fake punch, he left. Less than ten minutes later, she arrived… panting.
“Sana may escalator na dito next year,” was her first uttered sentence. “Sorry to keep you waiting, traffic eh.”
“It’s okay,” was my only reply. But I gave her my sweetest smile to assure her that she need not worry about her being very late.
“Nag-breakfast ka na ba?”
“Oo. Ikaw, hindi ka pa ba nag-breakfast?”
“Hindi pa eh, pwede mo ba akong samahan?”
“Sure.” How can I say no to a damsel in distress? “Basta ikaw. Malakas ka sa akin eh."
She had her breakfast at Chowking. I ordered for a tray of halo-halo and buchi for merienda. After that she requested that we go somewhere private so we went to the gazebo near the Carillon.
“Brian, kilala mo si Alex, ‘di ba?”
“Si Alex Villacorta, ‘yung blocmate mo?” ‘Yung crush mo since second year college?
“Yup.” She nodded then a pause. “Nandoon siya sa barbeque party last night. We talked. Ang romantic nga eh, moonless ‘yung sky pero ang daming stars. Sana nandoon ka, kasi mahilig ka sa stars at constellations ‘di ba?" She smiled at me.
I smiled back. She remebered me that night? Wow! I don't know if I was blushing then, and I don't care. It's the sweetest thing I heard from her since that morning.
"Anyway," she continued, "doon lang kami sa isang sulok pero hindi naman sobrang private. Nung una, kinikilig ako pero nang maglaon, he started talking about this girl na classmate n’ya sa PI 100.” She paused and breathed in deeply.
Uh-oh, I said to myself. She’s going to cry.
“Nililigawan na niya for three weeks na.” She took another deep breath. Forcing back the tears she continued, “Syempre, I pretended that I am happy for him pero sa totoo nasasaktan ako.” Her eyes were already welling up. I offered her my hanky but she took out a pack of tissue paper from her shoulder bag.
“Brian, it may sound stupid pero and sakit talaga eh. I know I have no right to be jealous dahil hindi naman kami pero ang sakit talaga. I don’t know why… no, I know why, kasi mahal ko siya pero wala akong magawa. Hindi niya ako mahal. After naming mag-usap, I still managed to enjoy the party kasi kapag umalis ako kaagad baka ma-spoil ko ‘yung gabi nila. Kaninang ‘maga lang ulit nag-sink in sa akin ‘yung mga sinabi niya sa akin and it hurts so much it’s as if sinabi niya ulit sa akin lahat nang iyon for the second time. Mahal na mahal ko siya Brian pero wala na akong magagawa pa. The fuse of his heart is beating for someone else. Ang sakit! I know it’s hard to understand pero it really hurts, Brian, it really hurts.”
She moved closer, buried her face on my chest and began crying.
I enclosed my arms around her to give her comfort. Her words were ringing in my ears. Mahal na mahal ko siya Brian… I know I have no right to be jealous dahil hindi naman kami pero ang sakit talaga. I don’t know why… no, I know why, kasi mahal ko siya pero wala akong magawa… Mahal na mahal ko siya Brian…
“Sige Alice, iiyak mo lang ‘yan. Huwag kang mag-alala, naiintindihan kita. Believe me, I know how it feels…” I hugged her tighter. It was then that I noticed that my eyes are starting to well up.
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| 10.16.04 (10:59 am) [edit] |
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Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man: Okok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became a vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Dearest,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! There fore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.. Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you... If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need a reason? No! Therefore, I still love you... And love don't need a reason.
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Mommy's Little Angel Girl
There came a frantic knock
At the doctor's office door,
A knock, more urgent than
he had ever heard before.
"Come in, Come in," the impatient doctor said,
"Come in, Come in, before you wake the dead."
In walked a frightened little girl, a child no more than nine,
It was plain for all to see, she had troubles on her mind.
"Oh doctor, I beg you,
please come with me,
My mother is surely dying,
she's as sick as she can be."
"I don't make house calls,
bring your mother here,"
"But she's too sick,
so you must come or she will die I fear."
The doctor, touched by her devotion,
decided he would go,
She said he would be blessed,
more than he could know.
She led him to her house
where her mother lay in bed,
Her mother was so very sick
she couldn't raise her head.
But her eyes cried out for help
and help her the doctor did,
She would have died that very night
had it not been for her kid.
The doctor got her fever down
and she lived through the night,
And morning brought the doctor signs,
that she would be all right.
The doctor said he had to leave
but would return again by two,
And later he came back to check,
just like he said he'd do.
The mother praised the doctor
for all the things he'd done,
He told her she would have died,
were it not for her little one.
"How proud you must be
of your wonderful little girl,
It was her pleading that made me come,
she is really quite a pearl!
"But doctor, my daughter died
over three years ago,
Is the picture on the wall
of the little girl you know?"
The doctors legs went limp
for the picture on the wall,
Was the same little girl
for whom he'd made this call.
The doctor stood motionless,
for quite a little while,
And then his solemn face,
was broken by his smile.
He was thinking of that frantic knock
heard at his office door,
And of the beautiful little angel
that had walked across his floor.
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